Am I being selfish? Is wanting to go to school for the sake of learning really that bad. I mean, I've only ever been told that the more education I have, the better off I'll be, but now people seem to be telling me otherwise. All I know, all I have to go off of, is that I wont be satisfied until I have my masters. I cant explain why, but I just know that for some reason it's important to me. There's only so much that I can listen to what other people say. At some point I just have to listen to myself. I know that life isn't about just living for myself, but I cant be a good person to be around others if I don't even feel good about myself. If I don't do this, if I don't go to Boston, will I feel like I'm letting myself down? You must do the thing you think you cannot do. It's the only way to grow. I was completely terrified to go to Jordan, but I honestly believe it was the single most important, most influential thing I've ever done. I cant hold back from Boston just because I'm scared. That's no excuse.